A dilemma.

Recently, I have been experiencing a crisis in determining the appropriate course that is best for me. I would say this phase here isn't a pleasant one as I am having difficulties in selecting a course that fancies me or a degree that is rewarding. Even though I have started to pursue the course that is fruitful, several doubts of mine have been haunting me ever since. Due to this, I am starting to wonder if the decision made was conscientious enough to fit both my needs and wants in life. Is this my true calling in life? Or am I doing this just because a luxurious life can be granted in the future? Am I prepared to face what I am going to encounter in the future?

Subsequently, only circulation of thoughts, having to crack my mind with these disarrays has not been a productive one. As a result, in order to ensure a smoother decision making process, I have decided to obtain suggestions and feedbacks from my peers. Many of them have stated that going for your dreams is the best choice; yet I do not know if chasing dreams is able to grant one meals to consume and supplements to spend. On the other hand, for I have not any interest in it, going for a course that gurantees me a greater pay would be torturing.

Lastly, everything has been narrowed down. Should I embark on a smooth journey now and a cacophonous path later? Or should I set out for a stormy adventure present and a future in tranquility? In the end, I have chosen the latter. I believe we are all aware of this saying, 'enduring life's agony in the present, and enjoy life's grandeur in the future'. All in all, I have decided not to doubt my decision anymore as I had chosen the path on my own account. With these, I will end the post with a saying, 'Life is about give and take, the more you offer now, the greater your rewards will be in the future'.